Tuesday, March 18, 2008

i am always awake forever

OKAY. LET'S EXAMINE THIS DEITY THING AGAIN.
Ever since I wrote about melatonin working for the boy? Peaches. Peaches wakes up every single (infrix) night. That means I had a decent week's sleep between when it first worked and when I moronically said so.
I have not slept in four years.
Two a.m. Three a.m.
Now.
This sleep deprivation? So totally torture.
Tonight I will NOT go "sleep" in that (infrix) twin bed with her. So she is screaming her head off. For over an hour. Soon everyone will be awake.
DEITIES? YOU HEAR ME? DEITIES, YOU SO SUCK. I HATE YOU TOO, DEITIES. IN THIS MOMENT, RIGHT NOW, FOR THIS INSTANT, I JUST HATE EVERYTHING. BUT YOU DEITIES? I REALLY TOTALLY HATE YOU MOST OF ALL. I HATE YOUR STUPID GUTS.

1 comment:

Joeymom said...

Have you tried a nightlight? Its working pretty well right now for Andy, who was getting up at 2-3am screaming regularly.